I had a dream of a little girl. She was a beautiful little girl. She captured my heart the moment I saw her. I just had to make her mine. I do not know if this is my daughter, but I just had to make her mine when I laid my eyes on her.
THE DREAM
A maid was at the zoo with a little boy and a little girl. She was talking to the children about the animals they were seeing. This woman was not me, but I felt as if she had a small part of me within her. I could not hear what she was saying, but the children were enjoying it.
Next thing I see is the two children standing, dressed in black. There is a man behind them, he has on hand on both of the children shoulders. His back leaned against a car. The man is my father. The children are crying, and everyone is looking at something. I am not there with them, but I look at what has them so hurt. In the distance is a white house. There is a mob of people with fire, bats, knives and different weapon surrounding the house. They are chanting "Get out! Get out! Get out!" I knew who was in the house. It was the maid. I do not know why they are after her, but I know it is her.
My father and the children stood and watched from a distance all day, until it was to dark for them to see, then they got into the car. The children still crying. In the car the children started talking about how much they loved their maid and how much they are going to miss her. I am now in the car with them..sitting up front with my father. Once the car drove off we heard a noise in the back with the children, when we looked back it is the maid. She was hiding under the car seat. She crawled out, complaining about having to hid there all day in such a cramp place. I no longer feel as if she is part of me, but I am now there.
We asked her how did she get in there. She said she hid in an umbrella case. She then pulled out a l ong umbrella case. We all laughed because we though it was a great idea, very smart. My father then sd he has a place in his basement where we can hid her. He told us we cann't tell his girlfriend about here being there, because she will turn her in. We all agreeded to keep her hiding place a secret.
When we got to the house, but put her back in the umbrella case. I made sure I was the one to carry the case with her in it. I also had a car seat with me. I was told to not leave that in the car. Upon entering the house, I ran into a very beautiful model like woman. She had on sexy panty and bra with a sheer pink robe that was open. I smiled at her and started to introduce myself as Sonia, daddy's oldest daughter. She just looked at me as if I am beneath her, then she turned away, mumbling under her breath. She then asked me to go fetch her a drink. From that moment I hated my father's girlfriend.
My father came to me and told me take the car seat and the umbrella to the basement. I agreed and headed in that direction. The basement was dark, glooming musty and was cold.(I have had many dreams take place in that basement that dealt with me hiding from some kind of terrible thing going on outside) I had a chill because I know I have been in this basement before. I automatically knew my way around, because of that fact. I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible, but I kept going, looking for the room my father wanted the maid to stay in. I found it. A very small room with every low ceiling. This room is located in a very small corner, it is bright, because new lights were put in. It was also had carpets. There were food on the floor, but there was room for nothing else. I placed the car seat and the umbrella case down and ran out of the basement.
On my way upstairs, I saw a beaufitul little girl standing outside the back door. She was no more than 5 years old. Small in fram, her hair had three pigtails, with short braids coming out of them. On the end of each braid were white hair clips. She had on a white t-shirt, over it she wore a yellow jumper dress with small black dots all over it. She had sad eyes. I went to her and asked if I can help her..all she said was "I want my mommy." I then knew who her mother was, and decided to take her in the basement to her. I took her little arms and took her downstairs. the basement was empty, no car seat no umbrella case. I quickly took the child back upstairs. As soon as I got out of the basement I forgot about the mother who was not in the basement. This child was mine, and I was not letting her go.
I took her to my father. I found him in the living room watching tv, with the other two children. He did not look at me, its as if I no longer matter to him. It was the same with the children. I turned around to find the model girlfriend. She is talking to me, she is yelling and carrying on. I do not care. I had the best thing in the world holding my hand. A beautiful little girl. My father, or this girlfriend did not bother me. But I did not want her talking to me that way, so I started talking back......then I woke up
That is the dream. Once I woke up, all I wanted to do was call Elizabeth. Then I realize I have no right to do that.
posted by Sonia @ 8:39 PM
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