This post is going to be all about my guy. I am not a poet, but I will try to put it in that form..hopefully it makes sense. This guy found me and decided he had to have me. And I love that about him...did not take no for an answer(lol well I never told him no, so I guess he didn't have to take no...but I'm sure if I did tell him no he would have not given up)

He's Sure:
That I am the one for him...
That he will no hurt me...
That he will be able to take care of all of my needs...
That I am a woman worth fighting for...
That he loves me...
That I will be the mother of his child and carry his name one day...
That I will not hurt him...
That God has blessed him when I was placed in his life...

He Wants:
For me to finish school...
For me to love him the same way he loves me...
Me...

He Is:
Intelligent...
funny...
Tall...
Caring...
Honest...
Determined...
Patiant...
Not very jealous...
Level headed...
Down to earth...
Sexy...

My guy is all that and more. As far as it comes to men I have never felt this loved and appreciated before. I do not know what to do with all of that. I feel overwhelmed...but in a very good way. At first I though we were moving to fast, and I wanted to slow things down..but I was unable to because it all just seemed to natural.

It is all to good to be true. I am finding it hard to really give him all of me because of that. I have given my all to a guy before and that guy took it and ran it through the dirt. That feeling was horrible...I can't do it again. I feel as if I am cheating him, giving him the short end of the stick. But I still need time.

When I think of him I think of that song THE TRUTH from India Arie. "If he ever left me I wouldn't even be sad. No. There's a blessing in every lesson and I'm gald that I knew him at all". That IS the truth.

BABY, THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I'm back!